Many are invited; all eventually come.<br> Twelve rocks on the floor; one in<br> my pocket named Will.<br> This small hotel room where I fly to each<br> night is dressed in ghosts;<br> We dress up and wear dresses together:<br> the ghost of my starfucker sister<br> the ghost of my personal whore<br> the ghost of my gravel bar boy friend<br> the ghost of an underwater mischief<br> making dream girl who laughed at me<br> when i asked her name;<br> and she lives with me now, and she lives<br> downstairs with that woman who lives<br> with me now<br> (there is a pipe organ in the church of<br> what once<br> was my sadness)