Many are invited; all eventually come.<br>
Twelve rocks on the floor; one in<br>
my pocket named Will.<br>
This small hotel room where I fly to each<br>
night is dressed in ghosts;<br>
We dress up and wear dresses together:<br>
the ghost of my starfucker sister<br>
the ghost of my personal whore<br>
the ghost of my gravel bar boy friend<br>
the ghost of an underwater mischief<br>
making dream girl who laughed at me<br>
when i asked her name;<br>
and she lives with me now, and she lives<br>
downstairs with that woman who lives<br>
with me now<br>
(there is a pipe organ in the church of<br>
what once<br>
was my sadness)