081813 #treefrog No matter how screwed up it seems--even this moment right now (Sam laughed) is still your real, actual life. Don't it always seem to go.... How when you wake up from a dream and think, maybe I'd like to go back there. How one day we're going to wake up from this dream, and wish we could go back, so, enjoy it. That felt real, saying that stuff. And--here's the important bit I'm trying to get at here--it was unplanned, but it came around because of the foundation of the stuff that was planned. See?