121513 #pigeon The guy from Jeffrey's acting class who understood and tried to explain the feeling of being watched 112894 #human this neighborhood is so haunted i feel safer walkin down aurora boulevard with the warehouses beatup cars and prostitutes than here among our quiet windy residential streets. that 1st prostitute, in her swarmy red fishnet but warmlayered sagging clothes and rotund heavy breasts and ample fleshy softinviting as mud middle reminded me so much of pam. by the time you got down in the mud to fuck her, you'd be so pleasantly desperate you'd be ready to abandon all and in the fucking be irrevocably fucked, up the ass, into the earth pounded so you would never forget, never be unmarked, never be unwet or clean again, darkness