000002 #human i do whatever you want if you just let yourself. what's taken me longer to get is that what you want doesn't have to be what you see on tv, what your dad wanted, what your dad didn't want, what any of the people in your favorite books wanted- any of that. the tricky part has been allowing myself to want what i want. i want to type & be a weaver & a bard. i want to love a man. i want to be a bitch & a cuckold & feel the pure, hi, clean rush of that perversion. i want to teach my kids about spaceships & standing up for yourself. i want all that.