000002 #human What part are you avoiding? she says, poking me in the ribs, and it is nice because it is a rib-poke, not a rib-poke qua overture to obligatory kiss or other such sentiment. It's not that she's not beautiful and attractive; she is. It's just that I want to talk to her, not fuck with her, and she is aware of this. More importantly, I am aware of this. It's not that I think men are pretty or even sexy-looking. It's not that I want to fawn over one or act weak or any of that stuff. It's just that I have this, this