083013 #treefrog 100309 God I want a smoke. And then some fuck me pumps and a long tall hit of the finest weed. And then a dog, a fine old girl, a path by the river, and all the time in the world. Where did it all go? The long age of ignorance is upon us, and I, for one, am relieved. The next Shakespeare may now appear. Drink! Which is kinda all interesting and stuff, given that I just now read in an essayhttp://www.paulgraham.com/essay.html that as you grow older, life should become more and more surprising. When I was a kid, I used to think adults had it all figured out. I had it backwards. Kids are the ones who have it all figured out. They're just mistaken. Okay. I guess in a sense what Im saying is, Ive really got it now. I still suck (think Capoeira), but Im in the game. Ive got the proverbial bug. Lets just admit it. Im a teacher now, and Im thinking about it. All the pent-up, pulled-back rubber band power of the gun-shaped hand is driving me now toward the climaxxx of the next chapter. I care. God damn it, I care. And Im going to do something about it. God I want a smoke. Shes my baby! Dont mean maybe!