082613 #finch 24 September 2003 I am so ridiculous. a big tank of lime vodka water dogshit french cigarettes pictures of beautiful nude women smiling in various ways i want that one to be my mama that one to fuck me up the ass that one to shit in my mouth, make me suck it like a cock that one to torment me, make me kneel and beg but never let me.... that one to cuckold me, leave me home to sweat and pout and in my impotence rage sweet the drive has just spun down computer quiet at last