000009 #human Ive just remembered that the major obstacle to having any kind of fun is doing everything right. 040006 #human I don't know if it's because she's in the green period of her pills, and her hormones are glowing through, or if it's just we have had a nice lying-together after-work talk, or if it's because it smells like fall and a moon the colour of magic semen breezing through the window like a current passing thru the gills of my apartment or because Van's singing Jackie Wilson Said on the radio or because I'm in here playing with my Mac as a gentle alternative to forcing sleep--but she sure seems warm and pretty right now, in there in my bed. I've been getting way too I mean WAY too hung about this writing bullshit.