110008 #human So after all these years of looking for little rectangles because I thought I needed to find the index cards, I found them right here. Thank you, gods of November. I found out that I was not looking for a system to replace them. I was not looking for a machine, a truc, a way of being, or any of that stuff. No wait. Maybe I was looking for a way of being. A way of being alone occasionally. And this is it. This has pretty much always been it.