000096 #squirrel well i guess im flattered because i forgtet or maybe i never knew what diffrence my living or dying makes on anything what do you mean you always try to be so cool and stay so cool and i always thought maybe up uintil now that no matter what i really did it wouldnt matter cuz you had other friends and other connexctions and cuz you were above all that yeah i'm afraid there is a selfprotectiong part of me that reacts that way tries to keep it that way but sometimes i manage accidentally or on purpoose i dont know whic to shortcircuit it and realize thats not really who i am. really