090811 #martian - We remember old love in big pixels. Ze gave me a card that he found tucked in The Angel of History, next to the Ace of Spades. I enjoyed, remembered, yearned a little: but not with much precision. - Janasia was nice and polite today, even though yesterday we had a conflict of wills. I thank my own experience and Ms. Reed's intervention. - I am buoyed by glimpses of the great power of my greatest weapon: deciding to do a good job. It's not even that hard. You just have to let yourself put some of your thought energy into it. You have to have faith that you can still be yourself.