090813 #worm My god is an s&m bitch mistress who doesn't care if i believe if she exists or not. She knows that when the time is ripe i will be drunk and on my knees, begging please to suck to lick to live my whole life over--gladly and with misery, an unspent coin, a flightless bird, an unstrung instrument, an empty house--rotten fruit, never touched, never eaten, no sooner blossomed than decayed.