052513 #eel I was staying aloof and with the anger and distance primary but as the time went on she seemed nicer and softer and smoother and fragrant and I felt my resolve slipping and it felt so good to just give in and offer myself to her again, to just give up and submit, it's where I belong, I am longing toward the gravitational pull of that, it was so thrilling and such a relief to just sink into it, into her, the flesh of her and she smiled and I ate a piece of my own shit to prove my devotion and sincerity.