101900 #human i wrap my silky hand around his veined, bulging penis. it is like a shaft of wood, the shaft of a great pipe to be smoked in honor of the people still living. in this world, i was the one who died but glenn staid alive. he has (finally) permitted me to come back to life--provided i be a girl and be in love with him. "Silly," I say, delighting in the freedom to say such curvy, teddy-bear things to his grizzled face, "I was already both!" and we come here, and he comes here, and he comes in my arms and my cheek in his neck and i taste him