111513 #martian #treefrog - Bijan had this weird little chant/song that sounded something like poop-a-potato-potato when you wander-over-yonder that he kept saying - when he said it, he turned sideways to look at Will, with whom he was playing Minecraft and with whom, in a few moments, he was about to get in a major altercation over who killed who and who destroyed what, resulting in Will's being removed to a "break room", and a tendon on his neck stood out and it reminded me of years & years ago when JR said mine did that and it was one of the things that made me look masculine - Now I'm home and listening to music and the kids are playing Wii and Megan's sick but she'll be okay, and there's music and heat and food and no particular major trauma at the moment and I'm thinking about career possibilities and the idea of trading my camera for branding work from some guy with a portfolio who seems to think I want to be a copywriter, which I don't, not even ironically, I tried going into the wrong job on purpose before thinking it would make me clever and poetic and tough but it didn't, it just tore me down and broke my heart, and