062213 #human Worked on the wall. Mental zone of some kind. Pizza Hut. Meg & mil fought as soon as alone. I pointed out that Megan had said something about Millie for no reason and she got all horrible and said she wished she could kill herself. Then I remembered I'm not supposed to get drawn into their triangular contest to be queen bitch. Whoops forgot. Must work harder on not fueling that fire in the future. Seven to one. Made celi cry about limiting number of stuffed animals in bed, because of impatient authoritarian way I handled it. Should probably work on that too. Sun set while we were watching futurama. Did not go out and take pix although it crossed my mind. Celi scared the elk away. Had love and sex dreams last night. Both genders. And a big ship. Littles back in room tonight though so less freedom. Hopefully still good dreams though. Must go see doctor as soon as home. Digestive stuff is a real problem. Why have I ignored it for 3 years?