092511 #human It's about so much more than sex. God, yes, it is about sex, oh my god. But it is also about nothing less than my very existence being recognized and accepted. It is about "me" being okay. Consequently, it's about parenting, teaching, everything. Maybe I can let go of some of this anger. Maybe some of the hidden grief can melt. Maybe I can forgive my dad. I haven't felt this young in years. I can stop being a lousy actor. Nobody really believes my shtick, anyway. Least of all, me. But I was the easiest to fool.