020008 #eel and then he rose up on one elbow and he had the most horrible smile you could possibly imagine; not grotesque, just calm and absolutely paralyzingly horrific, and i said, You're dead, and he didn't say anything except just two words of "I'm going to fuck you now," so that it came out "fuckyou" over and over again, and i knew it was him, i knew it was him and he was dead and laughing and pissed off