092611 #human I'm so in love right now. I'm looking at her golden, glowing picture with red lips. She's smiling on me. I think I really had all but given up on feeling anything like this ever again. The relief I feel is a plump, gushing brook after a thunderstorm. A great weight has flown from the space between my shoulders. I am a girl, I am naked, I am oiled and sunlit. I am utterly helpless and free falling into perfect trust.