000096 #squirrel i think because most people are so caught up in doing what needs to be done to have what they think they need to have that they're not able toreally be. anything. the act of pursuing the havingness directly affects beingness. its like the more concerned you are about what to do to get what you want the less you really Are. Really? okay. let me see if it's anything like this: when i sit down to type something and i start thinking about how i wwant it to make me feel when i read it later, it gets harder and harder to type, more and more futile and dare i say boring. i think so. yeah i think that's it exactly almost.