110113 #human #poetgame Going pretty heavily into faith-debt, here. Not enough for rent right now, must sell van and camera, "we're poor" is it worth it? What kind of choices have I made? Are my sacrifices aimed true? Cuz at the hearing I remember myself saying something like "I never sacrificed anything for my writing." Not the exact words, but close enough. Then what AM I sacrificing for? Cuz typing this at 228 with a fever of 102 and a balance of 134, it sure feels like somebody must have let SOMETHING go. 081413 #worm Eventually, I surrendered.