020003 #human We had a steak dinner tonight--I grilled them outside in the snow. After two and a half beers, chewing the fat, I said, "Do you feel married?" She said, "Sometimes, yeah." I said, "Right now?" She said, "Yeah." I said I did too and that I liked it and she said she did too. It's Valentine's Day Eve, and I don't give a fuck about that but, this, this, this other thing, this weird, this unexpected thing, this I give something of a fuck about, after all. 010001 #eel I looked around. There was a sauna off the main room, a steam room too, and a whirlpool. There was also a room with a swimming pool in it, perfectly blue and still and empty, with a sign on the door that said we couldnt go in there because it was for the actual hotel guests.