## 111213 164727 Feels jinxed, ill-fated, doomed, and cast aside; peripheral, drifters; gypsy-like roamers, vagrants; dropouts and misfits; itinerant vagabonds, tramps, wanderers; impulsively not benign. 181905 Other symptoms may include intense fears of abandonment and intense anger and irritability, the reason for which others have difficulty understanding. 182117 Consequently, it can take longer than normal for people with BPD to return to a stable emotional baseline following an intense emotional experience. 182228 However, they can feel overwhelmed by negative emotions, experiencing intense grief instead of sadness, shame and humiliation instead of mild embarrassment, rage instead of annoyance, and panic instead of nervousness. 182306 They are often aware of the intensity of their negative emotional reactions and, since they cannot regulate them, shut them down entirely. 182501 A cycle often begins in which people with BPD feel emotional pain, engage in impulsive behaviors to relieve that pain, feel shame and guilt over their actions, feel emotional pain from the shame and guilt, and then experience stronger urges to engage in impulsive behaviors to relieve the new pain.\[20] As time goes on, impulsive behaviors can become an automatic response to emotional pain. 182611 Sexual abuse can be a particular trigger for suicidal behavior in adolescents with BPD tendencies. 183029 reducing the access of people with BPD to the information contained in those emotions which helps guide effective decision-making in daily life.\[