over at sharon's. went to go in the bathroom to piss. there was a curtain like in a hospital room separating the toilet. and all these instruments on stems and stuff, set up like someone was being nursed or medically taken care of at home. sat there and fantasized about being bound and helpless and ann tantalizing and torturing me with the stuff. other sex stuff about ann before that. still feeling it now that i'm awake at 4 am man it was weird having sharon and holly and shane and heather and jamie over here. i made dinner for them. which i guess is fine, not that i had really planned to do that, maybe it seemed like some kind of peace offering which i'm not sure if i really even want to have made, but.....