I dreamed you were cheating on me with some guy named Tom.... You told me about it (kinda smiling) after it had been going on for a while. I said, "Who the fuck is Tom?" then went outside (we lived in a tallish old apartment building near a city street) to help someone help me work on my car. I was simultaneously jealous and excited--partly, the jealousy was self-cultivated to add to and prolong the build-up of excitement, but there was a larger part of genuine enraged jealousy that I had not predicted. Mmmm.....