Ann & I were staying in a hotel with some Capoeira people. When I got back to the room, Ann was sitting on the dresser, letting Phil (Compreyu) lick her tits. There were people around, and she didnt care who saw. Sapo saw that I saw her, but I wasnt sure if she had seen that I saw her. I ducked back into the bathroom because I didnt want her to stop. I was so turned on I was almost queasy. The jealousy was greater than I would have expected. I was embarrassed that the others were seeing me treated this way, but that only added to the turn-on. A little later I flopped down on one of the rooms beds, next to a couple of people from Batuque, and also a woman and child I didnt know. Ann told me, still with people witnessing, to get off the bed to make more room for the others, and I obeyed. I asked if I could go out to the car and get a mattress or something. Later, Wayne was talking to me about how I shouldnt let that kind of behavior go on; it wasnt healthy and so on. I told him it was just a game we played, but he didnt seem convinced. Still later, Ann and I went to a big, bright bookstore. Trying to find the Xanth books, I stumbled across the Dragonrider books, and it occurred to me how interchangeable all those fantasies of those years were, in a way, and how they were all like the Bible to me.