last night i dreamed of the jack of clubs, and later the king and queen. also there was a slender therapist with slightly shorter than shoulder length straight brown hair, with whom i was having a session. we were playing role-playing games, and i kissed her, and then i kissed her hard, and tasted her thin little tongue, and knew that we were in some kind of love. later, down at the docks by the great big blue water, beside a tremendous cement levee, getting ready to go somewhere by motor launch, holly was helping cover for me so ann wouldnt know, even though it didnt seem all that earthshattering were she to find out. holly and i were saying, yeah, itll probably take at least 20 or so more sessions with the therapist....