I was at one of Rich Daumes gatherings but Rich wasnt there but his girlfriend was. She came up behind me, twittered against my neck with her tongue and I got way turned on, thinking to myself, okay, Im not just gay.... And I went with her into her and Richs bedroom. Scott and some others were already getting mad at me. We argued. I told them they should not judge before they knew the whole story. Some of them backed off. Scott eased up but I could tell he was still acting pissed, too sarcastic, too nice or something. I went with him into a little phone-booth sized glassed-in porch off the bedroom, and told him we had to work things out because I cared for him tremendously, and I never wanted to lose him. It felt good to say it, even though he was still cracking jokes when I woke up.