205407 we ate cornish game hens. they woulda been perfect, but i took them out of the oven a bit too soon. still pretty good, though. went over to sharon's back yard to shoot cans and stuff with millie. we annihilated a little barbie doll and ate some cookies. my however-the-fuck-old-it-is pellet gun from bryan still shoots like a champ, can you believe that? we did a lot of cleaning around here today too. everything feels pretty snug--as long as i don't think about the $30 I have left till Tuesday. And what I'm going to do about the next 4 months. Gotta keep the point of view. This is no time to be ambivalent about the value of having goals. Time to step on the accelerator. No, I mean for real this time. I can do this. I have help. (2014)