I'm playing a dumb game with myself because I got myself into this situation of having 20000 envelopes I said I'd print tonight and I still have all my classes to catch up on and get tomorrow's eSessions ready for, and the girls and I went barn partying and apple picking and pizza eating all weekend so yeah. So I'll basically be up all night if I want to get it all done. And I do, because I'm pretty much broke in terms of excuses right now, and I don't really see School District of Waukesha as a thing you just jerk around and jerk off around, and so I want to come through so I'm going to play this game where sleep deprivation and and all-nighter and cramming is like some kind of a trip. I mean, important to note, I don't feel at this time, as I have so many times in the past, that inglorious fucking up is inevitable, it's not a fucked up lost fucking cause at this time, as it always has been before with this kind of stuff. But. fucking up still feels very very plausibly hypothetically possible. So. My impulse for whatever reason right now is to gamify. I'll let you know how that goes. (2015)