It's not too late. I don't have to be bored. I really know very, very little about anything--even about that hackneyed epiphany. My massive hypocrisy doesn't make me evil, it just makes me a neophyte. And that's always been the best thing to be. Being alive=learning from others. I still have so much macho bullshit to let go of. Not because it's fashionable, or because some kind of lunatic-fringe left wing is making me feel guilty, but because I always wanted to, and never had the balls. It takes a lot of strength to be the softest thing in the world. We can photograph bulldozers, and we can destroy them. either way, the rain's the thing (2016)