#Apple picking
Diesel fumes
Mud
Mist
Celi yelling Hey, there's pumpkins over there!
Corn maze--finally figured out the map
Macouns are tiny and weird
Clouds
Layered distant hills
People, the ugly and the sympathetic and the freckled
Redneck sunglasses and corn fed bellies
The metal grate steps of the wagon banging along between the ruts
Old pickup trucks
A shitload of money changing hands
Parsnip soup
Lib and cel just went ahead and got out halloween decorations
The house is cluttered
I feel like I will never be able to do everything I'm supposed to do
Everywhere I look there's a material component of an expectation
Brownie badges to IEPs
Thousands of dollars at stake
Shadows under little girls eyes
For the first time in forever, I'm one of the "busy" people
It's time to start figuring out when to let go of shit and which shit to let go of
The fruit flies are back
It's just about exactly five years to the day--
Apple picking--
But everything is so so different now
(2016)