#SUDS ##Ah! Almost missed one. Sneaking background uneasiness, but puzzled because nothing was really going on. Then it hit me—thoughts about the consequences of idleness were the source of the threat! Other meter jerks: - motorcycle - stranger getting out of truck - bathtub tiles - thinking about having to write this type of stuff down - thinking about bullshit, my own or others', and how much what you do or don't do or say will affect your kids or even other people you've never thought of ##another thing to remember: It's also about noticing what makes the needle ease back down. Previously you've thought of the needle as something that just falls back down on its own, and if it didn't you were just screwed. (2015)