Should I pay for the class vs self educate or use a free alternative Corollary: am I going to actually succeed at the class Corollary: is anyone going to care I'm losing $100 today but buying Millie a bike Also just spent $200 on the car and have been treating the girls to restaurants and stuff and jimmy hasn't had any work lately but dad might for spring break and I don't know if mom's offering any travel money this time because she usually says something about it right away and I'm not about to ask because I already haven't said anything to either of them about the money I was supposedly going to pay back when I got my taxes What about the summer; money is gushing out fast What about saving money to be able to move What's the awesome job I'm going to get starting this summer? If I get the online long term sub thing, will that help Corollary: will I actually succeed at it Why did I drink so much whiskey last night and finish out the snack-eating TV-watching session with a big cry about Katy for gods sake Corollary: why did Megan send me a email at almost midnight about the ref stuff? (2015)