I'm just having a prooonged, lowlife el aimsdixturhuhudfdfjiuswlk I'm just having a long low slow anxiety attack, call it insomnia if you want Tonight's theme is “health.” What is that about? Sugar Exercise Sleep Dark green vegetables Wtf Peace Consistency Attention Love Security Passion Empathy Purpose Communication Listening Cooperation Being present Did I mention attention? Balance Rationality Music Sex Cleanliness Self determination Freedom Kindness What is it that is poisoning me? My mind, my body, my spirit? And keeping me from being a rock in the riverbed of all these things? Tempting to think it's just sugar. Can it really be that simple? But even if it were that simple, would I be able to do anything about it? Will power? Cause? Effect? Environment? The low grinding pulsing noise, just off regular, that plagues my corner of the house at night, and is driving me slowly as insane as everything else seems to be right now? Evaluating the reliability of a source—ha, what a joke! As if anyone could ever do that in the internet age, when There are so so so so so many voices (2017)