120105 When I get so’called “stone’d” I start to crave sex, especially where I’m the bitch or the girl or the fag; peace; open woods; and people. Currently we’re running an arithmetic trim of +1, incidental trim of +10. Declination=unknown. If I knew the declination, I could calibrate it with a preemptive declension. Sometimes you luck out, and incidental trim intersects with declination, cancelling the latter out. That’s called insubordination. 120305 IM on dial-up is a martian conversation. Only the silences come after your own speech, not necessarily after theirs. But from their side, the silences come after their speech. a single orb, floating in aurora 121405 The other night, when Ann & I were screaming at each other in front of Megan, Megan came up and put her hands on her legs and said, “Come on, don’t. You’re children, you’re children...!” 121505 I miss being a girl. I miss being just a little bit alone. Megan sometimes starts little stories with, “When I was a boy...”