2026-08-03 words are training; in battle is something deeper ideally i dress like a girl casually putting on her boyfriend’s clothes 2026-08-11 grief can soften or harden ppl; maybe it depends on the environment they find themselves ind 2026-08-18 kind of failing with the calorie intake beastmode stuff; kinda failing with the wasting money stuff; pieces of the puzzle, rotate em, translate em, drop em, build the wall to make it disappear 2026-08-26 you didn’t cause it, you can’t cure it, you can’t control it ---- im just fucking exhausted binge eating isnt about anything but itself; you binge in response to the pressure of the urge to binge—thats the reward it doesnt “mean” anything, it doesnt “come from” anywhere