010125 Squew Squear’s squesosquutions: 1. make changes not purchases 2. sleep study 3. relax, calm down, let go (find help) 4. forgive ppl for being dumb (incl self) 5. group class or sport or something 011325 When we all read our memorial things at Lakewood house for mom, I (inwardly of course) scoffed at Devin’s mumbling vagaries about wanting to be like Don someday and “show someone around” Cape. But really, I said basically the same thing, mine was just a “eloquentl” thing about saying a bon mot at the dinner table. The truth is, we’re both pretty much the same—lazy inheritors, just with varying degrees of luck and good circumstance. We’re both pretty much a little bit cute, a little bit pathetic, and a whole lot preposterous to think we could ever— But never mind. its time to play a new game but you cant play it on your phone except you can maybe because one of the rules is that you can break the rules but what will happen if someone breaks that rule too though? look out for rage quitters if youre going to write whatever comes to mind, then encouraging interesting good wild wide ranging creatures to come to your mind seems like it would be part of your practice #entanglement happy st placentines day orange squirrel one of my pedals had a broken jet limping deer road the house where the piano lives #entanglement is the center the goal or the starting point from which you must escape? to be discovered, unearthed, or to flee? 012625 other ppl depending on me work that could matter work or play that could illuminate, change, discover, create mystic poet other worlds uncertainty not knowing = life just a feeling drumming = animal, nervous energy, juxtaposed with real people needz--social but not bullshit or transactional or deceptive or treacherous you used to hug me when i was the monster intrinsic vs extrinsic motiv. not always unambiguousky delineated. someone telling you you *should* be doing stuff for yourself is still extrinsic. or "[be curious so you can win](https://simonwillison.net/2025/Jan/28/jack-clark/#atom-everything)" is not what i think of as genuine curiosity but maybe that's my poetic bias aka "useful idiot" disease house perfectly imperfect; where that lamp is and the resonance it thrums out; like the weeble house, like navarone, like in a people house, like the couch being a boat, like boats, like trains not "what was walt whitman saying about spiders" or what is the spider a metaphor for; rather THAT SPIDER EXISTED (exists) and thats fucking amazing 012725 > Areas rich in biological diversity also tend to be rich in linguistic diversity (a high concentration of languages). While this co-occurrence is not yet fully understood, a strong geographic correlation suggests multiple factors (ecological, social, cultural) influence both forms of diversity, which are also declining at alarming rates. These high-diversity areas are also often at the front lines of the climate crisis. Where plant and animal species are disappearing, languages, dialects and unique expressions often follow a similar pattern of decline. https://www.noemamag.com/the-languages-lost-to-climate-change One of mystic poet's jobs is to fuck up language. And bought tools too: they sell spray paint for their reasons but you use it for graffiti. They sell LLM for their reasons and "helpfully" suggest how you should use it, but you use it for ... ?