SHIT I’M WORRIED ABOUT TODAY - rent - lease - water softener and the ladies’ apparent unwillingness to take care of it—what’s going to be next? - the rule of law in America—they’re turning us all into powerless peasants - can’t pay for college, can’t pay for retirement, not getting any younger, where the fuck am I going to go and how the fuck am I supposed to take care of my family - still drinking too much - can’t sleep - the fuck, do I have RLS now? fuck - Where did Megan get butter pecan ice cream? - $500 Columbia housing deposit—and then what? - Libby next steps on braces - my seeming inability to stop buying shit I don’t need to try to make my magical items perfect and save my life - Megan’s liver issue?? and does she have CV??? the next two weeks are going to be like waiting for the lottery results - my apnea; when to reschedule & will ins. pay for it, DO IT BEFORE SEPT 1 BECAUSE YOUR DEDUCTIBLE WILL RESET - piss - zillow - lynne - tdp’s - Drinking and being obtuse and snakey - Megan (fragility, relying on her too much, expecting too much of her, emotional stability) - drinking - Spending money - Money/job/security - Everyone’s vulnerability/pathos (eg Libby saying “nobody ate my cheesecake”) - Megan’s college expenses and being powerless to help her understand that - Megan’s vibe with millie again; her selfishness overall - Her imminent going back to work - America - catching virus from Megan (protest, work) - How she’s going to pay for college housing - me prostate - not taking megan’s pseudo quarantine seriously enough? Sisters are worried. What else should I be doing - rent/LynneVsShirley - TDPs - Kinda need to roll my days back a little earlier again - Drinking, heartburn - drinking - Getting back to work - Rent/Lynne/money/security. Notice how she started unleashing all the stuff about cats and how much water we use after I said her flower problem was petty. She’s trying to come across all business like and robotic but make no mistake, people like her take shit personally and will use their position of relative power against you if threatened. Your small-talking friend about the weather, until you step out of line. - Feeling like I’m wasting time and energy and my life. What should I be doing? It’s all slipping away and I feel fake and half present, just going thru the motions