090620. after a while, self-exile starts to feel just like plain old exile Dance is a metaphor for disappearance. Celebrity is the false God of the 21st century. Recent McCarthy award winner Empress Overlou Nournea, challenging standard associations of reforming subsidized housing as 'triangular', delivers an optimistic talk on electric cars and will change the way you think about newspapers. There are one and a half million starving women in the United States. 091220 Man, Libby can bake like a motherfucker. and draw. and cel can draw too. pretty cool. 092420 even when millie succeeds at something, makes important progress, she doesn’t believe the evidence of her own experience. in fact, especially when she succeeds at something, there’s like a backlash, a let-down, an “opponent process” that wells up after a short delay, and she becomes convinced that she is somehow fundamentally insufficient. almost violently convinced. she doesn’t need to throw a drug into that mix, she needs to believe in herself. can a drug make her do that? an anxiety drug prescribed by some fucker like larson?