101718 this sucks i may be ready to stop the morning thing; on school days anyway god i’m just so tired and i don’t see the point of this the first few weeks it seemed really great -- but see that was summer and i didn’t have to do it at five fucking thirty when i am bloated with anxious fatigue my t shirt sweaty with foul stale dreams i’m just so tired and have nothing to say my eyes watery and closing my neck rilild yeah i just can’t right now will try again later too tired too pointless nothing going o i mean if it doesn’t even work then what’s the point, right? i don’t even feel like it’s morning i just feel dumb i gotta go back to sleep for the ten or 15 minutes i get before mil comes crashing down here minutes. mintues. haha. love you cmith corona. see you in a bit.