Tuesday 00:19:17 Worried about millie maybe being in eating disorder territory. I want her to pick something important to spend her energy on, and I don't want her to buy into a bunch of zombie fake perfect thin slavery bullshit. i mean she's MILLIE for fucks sake. Usually im kind of anti helicopter, but now with her i think its time to get more interventional. Worried about celi being sick. Worried about libby being suddenly sad and/or scared twice today. Worried about whether i may have damaged the tent, and how poorly it stood up to that gust of wind, and why didn't i just leave it up until the storm passed. So weird how the tent thing pings my vulnerability-impermanence-insecurity resonator. I wonder if it's connected to libbys deal today too in some way, or if it's just me. Worried about megan and the concussion still too, but oddly she's the one i tend to be least worried about lately. Except for how late she/we stay/s up.